“Aww, those are so cute.” I notice the teddy bears hanging.
“Well, let’s get you one.” He smiles, and my insides are liquid.
Am I the only one feeling this?
A younger kid joins us. We take our positions, and the bell rings. I focus everything I have in aiming the gun at the target.
DING. Son of a bitch. The little motherfucker. The kid who came up last minute to join won and won’t stop talking shit. This kid is seriously killing my mood. I get up to walk away and feel Zach’s hand grip my arm, stopping me in my tracks.
“One more try,” Zach tells the carnival attendant, handing him another dollar. “You’re going down, punk.”
He directs his attention to the little kid that won’t stop running his mouth that he won. What the hell, where are his parents? I sit back down.
All the saliva in my mouth instantly dries, forcing me to feel parched at just the feel of his arms wrapped around me. What is happening right now? Zach takes my hands and wraps his fingers around mine, ready to aim the water gun at the target. Zach leans in. His head is directly against mine. I can smell the mint on his breath from his gum.
“You ready, Hails?”
I can feel his breath against my ear. His body is pressed up against mine so that our hearts beat the same rhythm. I try to control myself so I can focus, but him being this close is doing all sorts of things to me right now. I can’t even explain it. The starting bell rings again, and Zach’s hands tighten around mine as he focuses.
“We won!”
“Of course we did. Did you doubt me? We make the perfect team.” Zach hands me the black teddy bear with the red heart on his left paw that the guy behind the counter gave him.
“You know, Jacobs, if I didn’t know any better, I would say this was a date.” I let out an awkward laugh. Let’s get real—me on a date with Zach Jacobs? Ha!
There is something I see in his eyes…I can’t describe what it is, but at that moment, I start to realize that maybe all of this—the feelings, the moments, the lost looks—all of it is not just me. Perhaps there is a possibility that he feels this too.